Louise-in-the-Middle: Feeling sick

tisdag 1 juni 2010

Feeling sick

I am sick with worry, so much that I am feeling extremely nauseous!
Feel like I could throw up at will - I'm sorry but it doesn't seem like a pregnancy symptom.
I've been crying and pacing all morning. I even called and left a message on my doctor's answering machine that I need to find out the test result on the beta hCG as soon as possible!

I feel like I'm dying here - now I'm really taking out the pain in advance without the certainty of the test results.
One reason I'm doing that is because I read some symptoms of miscarriage in a pregnancy book and I have or have had pretty much all of them since Friday…

I don't want a bunch of pity calls - I just want to find out the results. And if it's bad news, I just want to be left alone!

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Circus Princess1 juni 2010 kl. 14:06
Did you POAS???
If you need anything, I'm right here!
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Louise1 juni 2010 kl. 14:13
Nope - not trusting sticks - waiting for blood test. I want irrefutable proof, well to be honest that will come after test two if there are numbers over 15 at least.
Thanks, sweetie - I just want to find out so I know what to feel!
This limbo thing - I don't know how you did it!
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Circus Princess1 juni 2010 kl. 14:23
It SUCKS, I know.

Skickar manga STORA kramar!!!
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Louise1 juni 2010 kl. 14:31
Thanks - feel a little better now!
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Our treatment this far

We did our fertility investigation in Sweden and that was concluded in the Spring of 2009.
We were encouraged to look into ivf with donated eggs and my spouse's swimmers. After some research we decided on a clinic in Estonia.
In the beginning of November of 2009 we went to the clinic and got two embryos implanted. The donor this time was 33 yrs old. The embryos were graded 4(1-2). The total embryo yield was poor and we got only two embryos for the freezer.
I became pregnant and my first and second beta hCG tests showed 96 (dpo13) and 662 (dpo17). This pregnancy was lost somewhere in week 6-7, I bled out completely.
The second attempt was another fresh one - with a new donor, this time only 22 yrs old. We didn't want to risk the expense of trying with the two embryos in the freezer - there were no guarantees that they would defrost alright!
We opted to spend the money for a complete attempt and the result was very good - we have seven more embryos in the freezer, besides the two that were placed in my uterus on May 20.
On dpo9 I had a bleeding and I thought everything was lost. After a weekend of worrying I took the beta hCG on dpo13 as planned, which was 174 - almost twice as high as the value at the first attempt.
A test to check if I'm predisposed to getting blood clots was also taken.
On dpo15 a second beta hCG was taken, for which we are still waiting for the result.

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tisdag 1 juni 2010

Feeling sick

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