Long time no time to write...

Some water has passed under the bridge since last entry. I ordered and got my new iMac delivered - when at work I long to go home and play with it. During the last days of holiday leave I got to play a lot with it, but since going back to work I have only had a few minutes at the time for play. :(

Have felt my SADs come back for a spell also, and I have to be really careful not to fall into the stupid, dark rabbit hole again.
It doesn't exactly help that we are having this void to go through while waiting for my period to come until we can begin planning our next attempt.

I think we are decided on starting over with a new donor, but still save our two Eskimos in the freezer for future use. Let's say I'm anxious to get things started. It was good for me on so many levels to have all those restrictions and rules for my everyday life.
Besides preparing for and then being pregnant, even for only a short time, that is!

I belong to this thread on a website about life and family, it is a support thread for women who's only resort for motherhood is egg donation. I have gotten a lot of support and information from the other women there, but lately it only makes me sad and stressed out because I'm still waiting for my period...
Would love to get cracking on everything...

Until later -
Tjing!