Tummy ache and changes

This morning I awoke to a sore lower back. I thought maybe I'd pulled something in my sleep or just slept funny. Now I'm thinking it may have been pms, cause now my stomach hurts, it's the churning, annoying kind…

I hope it is pms symptoms - it would be great to get things going right away to start planning for the new treatment opportunity. I think that would help getting me get on and not think about the miscarriage so much. While preparing for Christmas I sort of managed to put it on the backburner, but now that I'm going back to work after a long time off I'm starting to fret a little. Work is somehow associated with the treatment and being pregnant.

There are a lot of changes afoot at work too, changes I'm not sure I want to live with! Like extending our opening hours and adding on-call services for us…
The on-call thing I could probably deal with it's the opening an hour earlier than now - I think it is hard enough now!

I hope things look better when I get a little time and distance to it!

Tjing!